Day One- Back on the Wagon

So I went to the movies last night to see Children of Men with my boy Rico & was feeling quite gross. I haven't been able to fit into some of my favorite outfits for at least 3 months now, but have taken very little initiative to do anything about it. I am FAT!!!

I got on the scale and it yelled back at me 187.6 mind u this time last year I was 170. That is damn near 20 lbs for no good reason. I refuse to buy Fat Girl clothes and I don't buy into that happy fat girl bull sh*t. I am miserable fat girl. Anyway long story short I went to the gym with Rico, i guess he can see how fat I have gotten, this morning and we are headed back tomorrow. I use to work out 5 days a week sometimes twice a day. I want to be fit...I want to be healthy.... and damn it I wanna look hot!

So my goal is to drop down to at least 170 by March and 150 by June 4th....


If you know me and see me on the regular....feel free to be like...damn girl u put on weight, or u sure u wanna eat that, or when is the last the your big ass was in the gym. It may sound cruel or mean to you, but I need to hear it and I am giving u the green light to say it and know that you are saying it out of love.